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Saturday, October 20, 2007 @ 4:14 PM
I'm in emo-in' moOd... when in Anime moOd juz now.. when i'm emo-in...i will watch Anime or wat ever tat can de-stress me... like bloggin', watchin' Anime n postin' in Bleach Exile Forum=) I noe tat he will read this... I'm tellin' HIM now... i dun think i'll b wif euus... I'm still havin' childish thoughts... but the <3... was once there... i dun think it is mature... i dun think i mature enough... if i had been mature... it's possible... but i'm not mature enough... i stuck... parents askin' questions n all.. i hate tat feelin'... i cant... i dun noe.. dun think tat 22nd will b successful... sry...T.T I cant b wif euus... trust miies tat the feelin' was there... n it's still there... but it's miies problem... i'm not brave enough 2 accept it... i'm not brave enough 2 accept the outside world... i'm still in the childish mind of an Anime Freakin' gal... I'm like a Anime Fan girl... i put Anime in front of relationships... i really sry... i cant accept the feelings euus have 4 miies.... I'm cryin'.. miies heart is bleedin'... i really dun noe... i feel like if i accept it... i'm growin' too fast... the nearest future will b when i graduate in Sec 4... yes... it'll b this long... you can wait if euus wan... but i dun think tat we are a pair... if WH is readin' this... pls 4give miies... this is true... i'm not lyin'... i'm really sry... cause i made up miies mind... if euus wait 4 miies... mayb by than euus will like some1 else... we will b in 2 seperated world... like next yr..n the yr after tat... if this is true lurb... we will b 2gether some day... i'm not so in 4 relationships... sry... `` current moOd `` sry WH...depression...cryin'... `` Sato Kumiko |
