I thought it will be just a normal day,
I went to school,
did my homework,
played, fooled around with friends,
gossiped.
but I know that there was something different in the air.
I thought & thought,
wreaked my brains,
knocked my head,
cried my eyes out,
yet I still don't know what have changed.

again & again I hugged my legs,
head on my kneecaps.
again & again people asked what is wrong.
I want to tell, but even I don't know why.
'Why?' is the word.
Why am I like this ?
What did I forget ?
How come I am acting like this ?
When did this start ?

yet with all the thinking,
I cant get anything out.
I don't know why.
I thought & thought.
& than that is when I saw you.
walking with your friends,
a wide smile on your face,
a face with no problems, no nothing.
than, I remembered.

I am in love,
I am hurted,
I am emo-ing.
what can I do ?
really,
when you love someone,
you give them your blessing.
you give them the power to break your heart,
but trusting them not to.
if you get rejected,
give them the blessing.
because that person is the world to you.
because you simplily want the person to be happy.
it is simplily because you love that person,
that you can sacrifice yourself,
letting someone give that person the happiness you cannot give.

I didn't know I was staring at the person,
until my friend called me.
she said, "oh, so it is that person you are starring at.
really don't waste your time on that person.
because he have someone he loves,
and that someone is definatly not you, my friend.
If I were you,
I'd find someone else."

Little did my friend knows,
I will wait for that person no matter what.
because that person is my world,
and my heart will always have a place for you ..
I turned away from my friend,
hiding the tears that falled for you.

thMUSHROOM♥

I thought it will be just a normal day,
I went to school,
did my homework,
played, fooled around with friends,
gossiped.
but I know that there was something different in the air.
I thought & thought,
wreaked my brains,
knocked my head,
cried my eyes out,
yet I still don't know what have changed.

again & again I hugged my legs,
head on my kneecaps.
again & again people asked what is wrong.
I want to tell, but even I don't know why.
'Why?' is the word.
Why am I like this ?
What did I forget ?
How come I am acting like this ?
When did this start ?

yet with all the thinking,
I cant get anything out.
I don't know why.
I thought & thought.
& than that is when I saw you.
walking with your friends,
a wide smile on your face,
a face with no problems, no nothing.
than, I remembered.

I am in love,
I am hurted,
I am emo-ing.
what can I do ?
really,
when you love someone,
you give them your blessing.
you give them the power to break your heart,
but trusting them not to.
if you get rejected,
give them the blessing.
because that person is the world to you.
because you simplily want the person to be happy.
it is simplily because you love that person,
that you can sacrifice yourself,
letting someone give that person the happiness you cannot give.

I didn't know I was staring at the person,
until my friend called me.
she said, "oh, so it is that person you are starring at.
really don't waste your time on that person.
because he have someone he loves,
and that someone is definatly not you, my friend.
If I were you,
I'd find someone else."

Little did my friend knows,
I will wait for that person no matter what.
because that person is my world,
and my heart will always have a place for you ..
I turned away from my friend,
hiding the tears that falled for you.

thMUSHROOM♥