harlows pepos :] having mixed emotions nw .. :\ && tht is no gd news. :\ hmms .. tried to hype up :\ but aniway it is no use -.- dont think thr ish aniway ? :[ awws ... being in sch is better... cause being @ hme, imaginations can run wild && it makes me freaking pissed ! ohwells. ignore my ranting -.-
aniiway 2day was nice ? lol -.- drew wat ever lame-o car in class ... it ish real lame luhhs ! den 2day de 'duo mao mao' is nt nice nor funnie .. mayb is because abt my mood bahhs :\ dun hav th mood fwr comedy @ tht moment .. ==' maths was trying to pay loads of attention :] && iie managed to do finish my hmewrk in class :D wat a great achievement :] gonna revise maths mayb ltr ? provided iie do finish my jappy hmewrk -.- kindda sianx :X aniiway science was trying to pay attention too :] digestive system :] think monday gt quiz -.- sianx .. revision ! OHSHIT ! iie left my ttupid notes in class -.- fk . recess ate rice :] yummy :] potato rawks ! lang ARTS was havock :\ was practically slping luhhs -.- LCE ... ok ... filed geography things -.- dots ! didnt help chester file :X cause cause ... my gawddamned table was in a mess -.- aniway it is a mirical tht iie hav everything in my geography file ! O.O iie tot thr will b some missing for sure luhhs !
aft skool adeline, isabel, sandy && celine came over for lunch :] ate pizza ! x333333 celine && sandy made their masterpiece on th seafood pizza :X while adeline && isabel did their's on th hawaiian one :] den took a star pic on th hawaiian pizza x3333333 will post soon ? :D we cleaned off th hawaiian && thr is still some seafood ones left -.- chicken wings left one ... garlic bread left .. some too ? :D && we also cleaned a bottle of pepsi :DDD
aft tht adeline went for project :] isabel && celine brought her thr :] mii && sandy cleared up && went on th com :D den we went into freindster etc. etc. aft tht isabel went hme, celine bring isabel to CP, mii && sandy went fwr GG @ 2.30pm :] whm we reach thr, we found out we r late !! FK ! isabel say 2.30 -.- rawrrs ! must check th notice board nxt time :\ GG was .. ok ? kindda boring -.- aniiway mii && sandy nvr help play th captians ball :X hehs :X but we laughed && laughed ause dey play until veri funnie :X gt 2 balls && they were lyk shouting "big ball ! big ball !" den ltr "small ball small ball!!!!!!" ROFL ! aft tht sang taps && went hme :X aniiway GG ish selling cookies agn ! :DDDDD aint ur happy :D find mii if euu wanna buy ~ 10 bucks per box :D
hubby seems emo in sch ... :[ i feel so xin tong ... i ... i dont know ... i feel lyk i am so useless ? is tht even th right word ? i dunnoe ... i just feel so terrible ... :[ hubby oso dun wanna say .. :[ haix haix .. if hubby dont wanna say, iie oso cant force him right ? :\ i guess i just dont know hw he feels .. :[ i am just so freaking useless ... wo hao mei you yong ... :[ i dont think i even deserve to live ... i dont think i hav th rights to tell hubby , "hubby, i miss your smile." i dont deserve to b happy ... i dont know why, but i feel like i owe hubby an apology :[ hubby, sorry ... :[ i dont know if thr is any use, but, i really want you to b happy ... i truly miss your smile ...
aniway @ my hse tht time adeline was lyk "wahh you & him one year ler ars ?" den iie say "yars" "whn stead de ?" "14052007" "wahh ! so long ler ars ?" "yars" "think your can last veri long, mayb until so long tht your can get married" @ this, i gt a bittersweet feeling :\ cause hubby hav been emoing[?] mre & mre aft th first year anii ... :[ somehow i feel responsible for all those moments tht hubby is emoing, angry, sad etc. :[
-taggs are unreplied because i say so.-
-aka i hav no mood.-
; I love you hubby. Dont leave me, please.
