was looking @ blogs, hopping here && thr ... && guess what ... harsh reality fell flat into my face. my heart had tht broken feeling .. th feeling lyk a knife just stabbed it. man, eyes are watering already ... I wonder how long i can last nt breaking dwn. I guess nt long .. it wouldnt b long i bet. it wouldnt b long ...
I guess 'Zi Wo Chui Mian' fits my mood nw .. i dunnoe luhhs ... th feeling is lingering ... :[ i hope i survive this weekends && this problem ... this must b solved, FAST. hey pepos, thr is no point in telling mi nt to emo, cause i just cant stop those strong emotions frm flowing out of my heart. && mind you, those are mixed emotions. i hope i dont break dwn in sch agn ... :[
chenxi tolk to mii fwr awhile, && gave mii some advice, keeping mi in check with my actions. mayb, mayb i am th one who started th problem ... && yes, I am almost positive i am th cause of dear's misery ... I wonder if anything will change if i just dissaper frm this world. lyk i nvr exsisted b4 ... :\ mayb, mayb it will b better for everyone ...
-tags will b unreplied because i say so.-
; ILY hubby. please dont leave me ... IMY.
